You and I became one,
We shared it all,
Your pain was mine, my breath was yours.
When I saw you my life
made sense,
When I held you sense didn't matter.
But one night when you
heard me cry. I blamed my past but in fact I was scared of the lie.
It wasn't the same, but you still had my love,
I was a fool but I still had your love.
That afternoon, we talked
about our lives and suddenly I stood there alone without you by my side.
All I could do was cry when a big part of me died.
You said that I would
always have a friend in you, that was, how I survived.
But now I find out that it was all a lie!
I would for you, give
my life. But you don't even call and say hi….
I still want to share, but now when you're somebody else's wife, I'm erased
from your life?
Was it so easy to forget,
all the moments I treasure so high?
Did I mean so little to you that you could so easily say goodbye?
I had a few precious moments
with you as a friend.
But all you could do was click on the phone and make me feel alone.
Perhaps your new life
has changed you so much that there is no time.
No time to remember… No time to care… No time to talk… No time
for old friends…
I try to hate you for
leaving me behind, but I can't.
In my heart there is only love for you. And that will never change.
Damn you for making me
feel bad, when it's really you who make me sad.
My inner thoughts will now go to someone else. Someone who cares!
This is my goodbye to
you.
This is my way of getting you out of the system!
Damn you… Damn you to hell for treating me this way… Damn you for
this ending…
Love forever!
I will hug "fladdris"
once more, close my eyes and remember our time.
Remember us untouched, then burn every memory of you, that I can find,
But in my mind, you will remain till the end of time.
To my love from your Martin… will miss you forever.
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