the Devil...

and how he came into our life

At a rather early stage in our relationship, there where signs of things not being as it should. Her body started to play tricks on her, and soon enough it was determined that she had structural changes in the cells of some vital parts of her female genitals. Surgery was recommended as the only way to give some hopes of a continued life.

After that operation our every possibility to reproduce was gone, but at least the doctors did let her keep the vital egg and hormone producing parts so she could still go on living as the young and strong woman that she was born to be.

Later research came to uncover the fact that her disposition to develop cancer was, by a high degree of probability, the result of inherited factors. Quite a number of women in her family line had died from various forms of cancer and I think she realized that this was going to be her destiny too.

Over the years, the Devil came and knocked on our door on fairly regular intervals of about two to three years. But each time we were blessed by the knowledge acquired from modern science and research in the medical field of cancer.

She was lucky to have an extremely good doctor who took a personal interest beyond the call of duty to try to keep her healty and in a good shape. And each time she came out of the hospital, she did it with an encreased curiosity on all aspects of love and for life itself, showing her fist to the devil with a comment like...now I'm alive again, and I will Live and Love like no one before me; you just watch...

...and the Devil gave in for a while again, while I felt ever so lucky, for her of course, and to be at the receiving end of all that mighty force.

The slay man has a lot of time on his hand and no one can predict the moment when he decides to set in his final attack on any human being. So finally he made up his mind even about her.

In the last part of 1994 the devil made a new attempt at her life, and this time he used the heavy artillery. He must have realized that this woman was something extraordinary, so this time he decided to go for the part of her body where both she and her doctor was defenseless.

Her sceleton was hit by tumors that multiplied fast throughout all parts of her body. The bastard could not even leave her intellect alone but had to hit her brain too, at the end of the process, taking out most visible parts of her mental capacity.

My previous role as her sub, suddenly got very real. I did what ever I could to serve and comfort her, and I can only hope that she felt somewhat happy with the results of her previous training of me. I will not know that for some time to come, yet.may God take good care of You until then, my Love

Cancer is one of the worst killers we have to live with today. But it's a comfort to know that there is a big group of scientists working in the field of finding backgrounds and cures for that decease. Some parts of their collected knowledge is available through the following links, which will take you to a vareity of sites with information and some comfort to people who are struck by this lightning from hell.

Both the American Cancer Society and the National Cancer Institute covers multiple topics on cancer. Further, for those who needs information on breast cancer, the The Breast Cancer site is deicated to womens breast cancer. Finally, still on the topic of breast cancer, this interactive site allows you to post a question on your own breast cancer condition

I can only hope that You will be able to find something useful among those links, I have and I know that some of the answers do help.